Soft open

So, I stopped posting on this back in May because I could only obsessively think about a couple of things (1) the wedding (2) how much I dislike my job (3) how I don't know what I want to do for a living (4) the fact that my mom hates me.

I thought it was getting sort of unproductive, ie, writing was no longer helping my synthesize my thoughts, but just lodging them deeper and deeper into the same rut that they had been in since ..... well for a while.

I don't exactly know what I'm going to write about now, but I'm pretty sure I would like to start again, if only b/c serious business has moved out of the city again and I feel like I shouldn't be freeloading off her blog without offering up something for her to read.

The things I'm thinking about really haven't changed though. I am currently thinking about (1) Whether or not what I'm doing is cliched for married people (2) If I would rather quit my job and get a new one or go back to school or both. So that at least is a little different. Should I be reformatting this blog? I'm tired of blog formats honestly. Why does everything have to go down the middle in an impotent column, wasting the vast inches of white space on either side?

In any case, I am going to sneakily background post this, and then see where the next few weeks take me.